STAYING MOTIVATED WHEN CREATIVE PEOPLE HIT THE WALL

Have you ever found yourself not being able to or not wanting to work on your art that you were so excited about at first? Maybe you have just too much to think about, which is entirely understandable these days of COVID, war, record high inflation and sky-high food and gas prices, low wages, heat waves and fires from climate change, so many of our fundamental rights being taken away... Coping with all the fall-out can really keep you up at night.

And when you've lost a lot of sleep, you can barely function, never mind thinking straight, never mind getting back to making art, dance, music, or whatever your chosen mode of expression. The creative block looms large.

It gets hard to do even the mundane daily things like the dishes, picking up the kids' toys, vacuuming .....

Getting out of bed...

So you've already pulled out all the tiles for that new mosaic you had recently gotten ideas for, but then you remembered you had the kids' laundry to do, the dishes to do, pick up the toys, vacuum. IF you can get yourself out of bed.

Finally you get into the studio ready to work, but now you find yourself making all sorts of new excuses -- the studio needs to be cleaned up. Or out. You don't have that exact color you really want to use. You have to sharpen those pencils you might need for your next project....

I've been there. Fooling myself with excuse after excuse. No energy. And when I was finally ready to start my work, I just stood there in front of the drawing table and stared off into space. I imagined I had a headache... a stomach ache... I fantasized about my last hike in the woods ... and now I had back pain and needed to lie down.

Well, eventually I did finish my project, but I had to get over those hurdles. Here's how I did it.

First, I went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of cool refreshing water. Sometimes people get dehydrated and don't even know it, but they have brain fog, feel sluggish, know they're not functioning at their peak. Once they've had some water, or tea or juice, they feel so much better. Who knew?

Then I opened my laptop and made a couple of lists.

List A. Why do I need to make art so badly?

    1. I grew up in a creative family -- drawing/design, music, singing, dance, fiber arts

    2. it's an innate drive

    3. to move my ideas out of my head and onto paper or into other modalities (I am a photographer, poet and dancer, as well as a painter)

    4. to improve my skills

    5. for personal freedom of expression

    6. to share my art with others

    7. to receive positive and constructive feedback

    8. to not have to go to an office and push papers from 9 to 5 or 8.

    9. no boss, no one to tell me what to do and when to do it

List B. What are my goals in art making?

Right now:

  1. Global: have enough steady income from my art to drop my day job

  2. More specific: create 5 mosaics over the next 3 months

  3. Exact: first mosaic to be 20 by 30 depicting a fanciful underwater scene with my favorite undersea creatures. I will work on this Monday Tuesday Wednesday and Friday from 9am to 1pm.

A little bit later, but keeping them in the back of my mind:

  1. Find a gallery to represent me sell my mosaics and other art

  2. Create an online portfolio and/or website to gain more sales

  3. Choose one of my dusty unfinished pieces in the back of my closet and finish it

  4. Complete these goals and build new ones

Then I created a schedule to structure my day and get things done. I am a night person, and my energy peaks around mid- to late afternoon, so I got all the silliness (housework, business maintenance, etc) out of the way in the morning. I gave myself little rewards whenever I completed a task on time, especially the ones I really don't like.
Some ideas for you:

  1. Track your activity and brain power levels for a few days if you're not sure about your optimum times

  2. Get up and go to bed at same time every day. Use your phone alarm to set reminders if you need to

  3. Visualize yourself making/performing your art

  4. Put in a few of hours of studio work. Setting a time limit can really put a cramp into the flow of your creativity, but allow for some flexibility.

  5. Find a reasonable time to take short breaks to make phone calls, check emails, etc.

  6. Take a 1/2 hour lunch break (Yes! You must not run out of fuel!)

  7. Do a couple of pieces of housework every day, a few smaller things or one bigger thing

  8. Get back into the studio and dust off an old unfinished piece for a little while to see how you can revive it. Don't overdo it

  9. Another couple of hours to start a new piece or finish your current one

  10. Make dinner (or pull out a meal from the freezer that you previously prepared) and take time to fully enjoy it. Notice flavors, smells, textures. Be in the moment! Don't forget to clean up!

  11. Visualize yourself making your art

  12. Have some downtime at the end of the day when you can do yoga, read, talk with a friend, relax... Your brain needs decluttering and time for processing and to let new ideas arise.

And here are some more ideas you can try for getting you back to doing what you love to do:

  1. Make sure you stay hydrated

  2. Make sure you're getting enough sleep

  3. Make sure you are getting enough nutritious food, and not too much "junk food," although a little snack here and there is fine.

  4. Visualize yourself making your art

  5. Turn off your electronic devices, including the tv and radio, to prevent overstimulation. Your mind needs to be totally with itself for the creation to develop

  6. Take a few minutes to relive your last really creative time and how alive and excited you felt. Tell a supportive person about it

  7. Get dressed in clothes you associate with being in the studio or in the field. Wear a costume or use a special prop as inspiration for a dance

  8. Share your ideas with fellow artists, mentors, family, friends. Consider someone working in a different creative field or who knows nothing about your art, to get different perspectives

  9. Visualize yourself making your art

  10. If you don't have dedicated space for your art-making, see if you can create something. Clear a bunch of stuff from part of a room or even reconfigure an entire room, depending on your type of creative work and your overall space. Let this clearing be an artwork in itself.

  11. Take a walk in the woods (go "forest bathing"). Explore and appreciate the sights, smells, sounds, and textures of what's around you. Without thinking about your art. Your unconscious will absorb what you need.

  12. In your journal, write about your walk in the woods. Write a poem

  13. Prepare a week's worth of meals at a time to have more time to make your art -- slow cooker, pressure cooker, oven, microwave, ...

  14. Visualize yourself making your art

  15. Go to a museum. Spend time contemplating a piece that catches your eye

  16. Look at your favorite art online or in books at the library

  17. Call yourself an artist if you don't already. Go ahead. You have my permission

  18. Hang some of your favorite art reproductions where you can see them often (On your fridge? Above your desk? Bathroom mirror? Laundry room!)

  19. Make an "altar" to place a few of your favorite objects, and often look at them consciously with an eye toward design elements or meaning or how they can inspire you

  20. Visualize yourself making your art

  21. Play with a different style or process in your chosen modality

  22. Develop clear and specific goals (see above)

  23. Try out different times of day to see what works best for you. Everyone has their own natural rhythm, times when they are more alert and productive, times when they are more laid back. Some people are early birds, some are night owls. Some are neither, some are both (if that's you, you may have some extra teasing out to do)

  24. Then develop a schedule. Stick to your schedule. This will help your art-making become habit and integrate it into your life as just part of what you do.

  25. You may not always feel awesomely inspired, but you may be able to try out new materials or a new technique. Just play, experiment, have fun with it. Abandon yourself to it

  26. Make a picture of your creative block as it looms large over you. Talk to it, find out what it wants

  27. Find a different art-making modality (e.g. design a garden instead of sculpting, dance instead of playing keyboard).

  28. Do 3 sets of 20 jumping jacks, go swimming for half an hour, play hopscotch in the street, play catch with your friend or your kid (or some similar exercise to get your blood flowing, and that wakes up your brain)

  29. Refresh yourself with a shower

  30. Take an art class at the museum or online

  31. Take a dance class at a good studio, or online

  32. Learn to play the flute, or the violin, or finger cymbals, or the tuba, or make your own instrument out of normal household objects

  33. Do yoga or tai chi

  34. Meditate. Join my online group

  35. Join an arts or music tour group

  36. Choose a color (oil pastel, paint, pencil, etc) and make a mark on some piece of paper, or even the business page of a newspaper. See what develops

  37. Put a rectangle around something that catches your eye with your phone camera and make a picture.

  38. Work outside your comfort zone. Ask yourself what that means to you

  39. Start a group for like-minded artists to work together and share studio space and ideas

  40. Visualize yourself making your art (What?! Again?! Yes yes yes! Your brain is heavily influenced by repetition and works to make your into what you see yourself being)

  41. Involve your kids / family members / a neighbor or friend. One idea: attach a large sheet of paper onto an easel or a wall. Make a line down the middle, one side for them, one side for you. Draw or paint an object or scene in front of you. Alternately, you can work together on a single image, taking turns to add elements. You can start with a silly scribble. Of course you can create a dance or poem or song etc in the same way.

  42. While you may visualize the final product, don't be surprised if it ends up entirely different from your original idea. That's your soul making itself known

  43. Remember -- cleaning up your studio / work area does not count as art-making and should be scheduled separately

  44. Remember -- "piddling around" does not count as art-making and should be scheduled separately

  45. Trust the process. Don't stress over the outcome or finished piece. Your art will tell you what it needs. And doesn't need.

  46. And keep visualizing yourself making your art!I have to stop now before I get even more ideas!

You'll notice that I like lists. Easier for my brain to process, more space in my brain to let new art float up. You'll also notice that I have added a lot of suggestions and I am sure that some will help you get and stay motivated in your creative process. Of course you don't have to do everything, but you can try using different ideas at different times.

And you've noticed (if I haven't cluttered up your brain yet) many of these ideas don't directly get you motivated to make your art, but lifestyle changes, even tiny ones, can make a huge difference. The point is: if you give your brain something else to think about for a while, or nothing to think about (meditation, anyone?), and a break from stressing over your art-making, you'll find that your creative juices start flowing again. And once that gets going, you'll be so excited to get back to it tomorrow!

Let me know how it works for you. And also what doesn't work, so we can figure it out together.

So experiment, change it up, take a break, have fun!

Happy creating!

100TH MEDITATION JUNE 24, 2022!

We have come to a milestone. This is our 100th meditation! Thank you to everyone who has stayed with this practice. I hope you've been able to use some of the methods when you've found yourself more stressed.

Let's go for another 100! Contact me to register and receive the link.

THE CHILDREN OF ULVALDE TX

I am disgusted.

I am speechless that yet another mass shooting, another SLAUGHTER, of little children has happened — I mean has been allowed to happen.

WHY? Why do 300,000 children have to be affected by gun violence?

It seems more than just the young misguided man who pulled the trigger is guilty.

The parents or whoever raised this man: GUILTY!

The sales clerks who think it’s ok to make money off an 18 year-old whose brain was not yet fully developed: GUILTY!

The manufacturer of the weapons that think it’s ok to sell war weapons and tactical gear to anyone, including children: GUILTY!

The websites that think it’s ok to spread ridiculous outrageous lies (theories, philosophies) and hate speech: GUILTY!

The systems that allow such websites to freely operate: GUILTY!

The cable ”news” and opinion programs (Fox, etc) spreading those same lies and ideas, and getting their viewers riled up in fear: GUILTY!

The US Congress that is as ineffective as a dead fish. GUILTY!

The Senators that are supposed to represent the people who voted them into their positions, the majority of whom want stronger firearms controls, but go their own way because they are getting paid off by that weapons industry, the NRA and/or also have those rIdiculous beliefs: GUILTY!

The NRA spreading fear and recruiting new groups and telling them there are no restrictions in their use: GUILTY!

These continuous killings MUST STOP!

…. well, I guess I’m not that speechless after all. I apologize if some of this is not quite making sense, but I hope you get the idea. I invite you to comment below.

There really is much to say, but I am finished for now.

THE SITUATION IN POLAND / UKRAINE

REPRINTING LETTER FROM A COLLEAGUE IN POLAND

As we are all now aware, the world is facing yet another crisis of a different kind which is the invasion of Ukraine by Russia.

We have a pioneer of Psychosynthesis and member of the AAP living in Poland, Ewa D. Bialek, PhD, who has written a letter describing her experience of these events and providing organizations and resources in Poland who are supporting the Ukrainian refugees now seeking safety in Poland.

My Dear Friends,

The situation is extremely difficult in many ways. This is mainly due to Poland’s close proximity to a war-torn country (Ukraine), but also to a country that supports the war (Belarus), on whose border a migration crisis has prevailed since last year and where a state of emergency has been declared on its border. Now it is a double risk, and a lot of fear, especially since our mutual relations have not been good for years. We have a state of emergency in the border towns. 

By the way, many people have travelled to Lviv, have acquaintances there, and therefore the horror is twice as great.

The current situation is particularly complicated. On the one hand, it takes place during the so-called pandemic, in which people are intimidated, and on the other hand, there is a flood of refugees for whom there are no epidemic restrictions. People are in a total information chaos. There are also a variety of relief actions – people take refugees home, others buy for volunteers who stand up in front of the markets with shopping carts to throw food and other things in. There are also actions that go to the border or send products to those who have remained in their country.

In addition, we hear of situations in which people want to make money under the pretext of “help. ” It is often asked whether it is a real help. It is hard to relate to the correctness of one action or another. Nevertheless, war as such is an absolute threat not only to one State, but also to the whole world, particularly in today’s era, which is threatened by nuclear war. For purely human reasons, he serves no one. On the other hand, in the course of life we see “wars” in families and the devastation of the environment, but also the conflicts among our own peoples from one nation. 

The world needs renewal, but it cannot happen by killing some for the dominance of others, for the selfish aims of the individual. What I see now, after living for many years, is the most urgent need to change consciousness from ego to ecocentric. When someone asks me what to do in this situation, I say: do what you are willing to do. Some want to give material help, others want to take care of others. The others – go to war.

For my part, living in the here and now, meeting volunteers collecting food for refugees, I buy for them and join the action. As a pensioner, I live on a modest pension, and whatever I save or earn, I use in addition to publishing books. In the present situation, I am very active in all the collective celebrations, online webinars that serve spiritual support, whether they are prayers or meditations. Every moment of the day I have this state of “being in the light” in my eye by bringing light. Because I believe in the divine plan and what Vivian King once wrote in her “Inner Theatre”, that you can never be destroyed, and Eileen Caddy, the founder of the Findhorn Foundation, says that we support “Heaven on Earth” by “putting Heaven on the first place.”

 Finally, I attach the possibilities of financial or material humanitarian aid, which are official websites in Poland. Here they are:

Polish Humanitarian Action (PAH): https://www.pah.org.pl/en/donate/Payments for direct aid, including food and other forms of support for people fleeing their homes, to account: 02 2490 0005 0000 4600 8316 8772  

Caritas Polandhttps://caritas.pl/ukraine/ the most urgent needs, food, hygiene and the provision of basic material assistance Account: 77 1160 2202 0000 0000 3436 4384 with the reference UKRAINA or SMS with the text “UKRAINA” to number 72 052 (costs are PLN 2,46 incl. VAT) 

Polish International Aid Centre (PCPM): https://pcpm.org.pl/en/about-us/support-us or deposit to account 18 1140 1010 0000 5228 6800 1001 marked “Aid to Ukraine. ” The funds will be used for humanitarian aid, evacuation of the population and psychological support for children.  Correct link: 

Polish Red Cross (PCK): donations for the purchase of food, bandages and other priority needs. Account: 16 1160 2202 0000 0002 7718 3060 with the reference “UKRAINA” and on the website https://donation.ifrc.org/?campaign=e8952a8a-5096-ec11-a2db-005056010027 

Poland Medical Mission: donations for rapid medical assistance and the purchase of necessary medical supplies, which are handed over to the local relief organization – the Red Cross in Slowjansk in the Donetsk region. https://pmm.org.pl/en/donate or bank transfer to account: 62 1240 2294 1111 0000 3718 5444 with reference UKRAINA

UNICEF Poland: fundraising campaign for children including safe shelter and psychological support, medical care, clean water and hygiene items: https://unicef-pl.translate.goog/chce-pomoc/nasze-akcje/pomoc-dla-ukrainy?_x_tr_sl=pl&_x_tr_tl=en&_x_tr_hl=en&_x_tr_pto=sc

Ewa Danuta Bialek Ph.D - .scientist in the field of medicine (doctoral dissertation in immunology, specialization in clinical diagnosis). She completed postgraduate studies in psychology (Summit University, USA) and a number of courses in Psychosynthesis (J. W. Cullen, V. King, J. Truch, M. Petersen, R. Kea, Psychosynthesis Coach Training and Coaching for Personal Well-Being  - D. Firman). In 1997 she founded Association “Education for the Future” and in 2004 – the Institute of Psychosynthesis in Warsaw, Poland. She is an authoress of 43 books and 80 scientific articles, concerning application of psychosynthesis.


IN SOLIDARITY WITH UKRAINE

In these horrific days under vicious attack, sending love and hope that all the people stay safe and everyone comes home safe again very soon!

DakhaBrakha - an amazing group from Kyiv singing much traditional Ukranian music. Give them some love!

https://www.dakhabrakha.com.ua/en/about/

DUALITY AND SYNTHESIS

Today is Tuesday, February 22, 2022.

Today is an auspicious day according to the numerologists. It is "Twosday," 2/22/22, representing a palindrome - the same forward and backward. With this many twos, it can significantly be seen as a day of duality, of yin yang, of conflict, and compromise, balance, partnership, acceptance of differences, integration and synthesis.

Whether you accept the beliefs of numerology or not (a duality), it can be worthwhile to consider the meaning of these concepts in our own lives...

THICH NHAT HANH, 1/22/22

We mourn with a heavy heart the passing on Jan 22, 2022 of Thich Nhat Hanh, Vietnamese Buddhist monk and peace activist who brought the concept and practice of mindfulness to the West.

We will miss his teachings greatly, but we find joy in his teaching that there is no life or death, only transformation. This gives us hope and peace.

Lily of Sweetest Scent